A short explanation

An amateur pianist talks about his experiences with classical music and things related to it.

lauantai 15. syyskuuta 2007

Examination program

It appears that my Level I piano examination (whatever it should be called in English) takes place 23th November. My program looks like this:
  • Trois Movimientos no 3 (Luis Bedmar)
  • Divertimento Hob. XVI: 12 (Haydn)
  • Partita No. 1 in B-flat major, BWV 825: Menuet I & II (J. S. Bach)
  • Prelude in cis-minor, Op 3 No 2 (Rachmaninoff)
...and in addition to that scales and a prima vista piece. The prima vista thing is the one that worries me the most, as I haven't practiced such things a lot and I have only two months to get my skills to 3/3 level, luckily it's possible to redo it if it goes horribly wrong.

Buying a piano

One of the most important factors in piano playing is that you actually have access to a piano. There's a small concert hall right next to my apartment with a very good Steinway Grand, but unfortunately they don't let people to practice on it. There's a library nearby, but their pianos are often reserved and aren't that great-sounding anyway. So a few months ago I bought a brand new Yamaha B2 (pictured). It looks and feels like a sturdy workhorse. It has some mild issues with keys sticking, but when it accommodates to the environment, that should be easy enough to fix.

I first contemplated getting a piano used, but decided that it was too much trouble. I know the B2 isn't the best piano there is, but I thought I'd rather get a new piano of that price range rather than a used one. In, say, five years, after I've become rich and famous, I can sell this one and get myself a better piano.

keskiviikko 18. heinäkuuta 2007

Fear and Terror in the Soviet Union: The Music of Dmitri Shostakovich

I must admit I don't like symphonies in general. I much more prefer concertos, because I somehow enjoy the presence of a soloists - and also, I think many symphonies are too grand. Of course, there are works such as Debussy's La mer, which I think is very enjoyable, but even it suffers somewhat from being too big and heavy (and La mer isn't a symphony, really, but a work for the symphony orchestra).

One exception, though, is the music of Dmitri Shostakovich. The first work by him I heard was the 15th (and last) symphony. I don't know what I was expecting, but from the first sounds I was hooked. Later on I read that in this symphony, Shostakovich uses the symphony orchestra like a chamber music ensemble, which probably attributes a lot to me liking the piece.

I think I like Shostakovich because his symphonies in general sound different to me from most symphonies. I've now taken a liking for even the more "traditional" works. The works are also from a very interesting era. I've had a strange fascination for the ghastly years of WWII (and worlds that no longer exists in general), and also a fascination for the morbid: I once borrowed a book of art about and made on concentration camps. Moreover, I think it has to do with my view of the world and my negative experience. Depression, anxiety, grief, terror, sadness, oppression, hopelessness. (Then again I love Debussy, so I'm not totally depressed.) I really do think that the world can be a pretty cold, lonely place where bad things happen... you just have to deal with it because at the same time life can also be a most interesting experience full of many good things.

Perhaps not so much in communist Russia. I've been listening to the Fifth Symphony, and it surprises me why some people haven't noticed it "subversive" messages, where I could clearly see the irony in it in the first place. The music jeers at Stalin's regime, shows the intense fear and suffering of the people and the way the propaganda machine covers everything up with lies, silences people and forces them into a sort of half-life... Apparently Shostakovich himself was quite depressed most of his life, but with his music he has not only given a voice to the people of communist Russia (which the Russia of today is starting to resemble) and other totalitarian states: he has created something much more universal about the much more mundane struggles people face in their lives, and about the roles we all have to play, sometimes.

sunnuntai 10. kesäkuuta 2007

Maj Lind Piano Competition Aftermath

For the past two weeks the people of Greater Helsinki had a rare opportunity to hear young aspiring pianists play known and less-known works, as the 2nd International Maj Lind Piano Competition took place. I decided to take advantage of this, and attended some concerts, including the finals. It was interesting to hear young musicians play, and it reinforced my decision to study music further. On the other hand, it allowed me to get some disturbing insight into the musical world, and my view of who should have won after the finals was rather different from the jury's. Let me go through the finalists:

Sofya Gulyak
, from Russia, came first. I heard Gulyak in the semifinals and the finals, and frankly, her performance there wasn't at all reassuring. On the Yle website you can hear her play Listzs Trancendental Etude to a thunderous applause, but I think the last few seconds of her performance really epitomize my view of her. Fair enough, that particular piece she played very beautifully, until the very end when she suddenly goes berserk and starts playing faster than she can actually handle, thus effectively ruining the end.

This was her biggest fault. She regarded everything, even a Mozart sonata, as something to play at a virtuoso speed. Often I listened to her playing with a feeling like "She's playing technically pretty well, but... why on earth is she playing like that?"

The biggest problem was in the finals, when she constantly played faster than the orchestra did. After that I came to the conclusion that she couldn't possibly be the winner if any sane person could decide, but I already had some insight into the jury's mind then, and was afraid she would win after all.

Her playing was occasionally very beautiful and always clear, but sometimes her approach to music was so... unmusical. I consider virtuoso works themselves very unmusical pieces anyway. They haven't been made for the sake of music but to show off physical dexterity, which of course is important, but it's a narrow-minded way to look at music. I would have favored a more balanced pianist.

An interesting note: I had a privileged position right next to the pianist, and I could see her, after having played the last notes, look conductor Leif Segerstam in the eye and do an apologetic "whoops, sorry!"-gesture. It was funny, and it kinda justifies my view of her, because apparently she thought there was something wrong with her playing as well.

On second place we had a Finn, Roope Gröndahl. I only heard Gröndahl play the Tchaikovsky's First Piano Concerto and the Berg's Sonata, so I didn't get a very good summary of her abilities. He played the Berg very well; with the concerto he was very nervous. He's obviously a very talented young pianist, but I think second place is rather high even as an encouragement prize for a 17-year-old.

He was also one of the few to play Chopin well.

Violetta Khachikian, Russian as well, came third. Now, this is the first rank I could agree with. Khachikian's playing was always beautiful and very musical. Definitely in the top three! I couldn't think of anything particularly wrong with her playing, everything was rather great in fact, but nothing was exceptional or... personal.

I only heard one piece by Marko Mustonen (Finland) and can't really say how well he played. Less wrong notes than Gröndahl had. I can't remember much of Yoonjung Han's performance, only that she played well but perhaps in a rather dull fashion.

Irina Zahharenkova, Russian who moved to Estonia and then to Finland, came sixth. Her position after the finals was the real "what the..."-element in me being slightly upset about the competition. This brillaint musician, who had found a good balance between technique, own interpretation and being true to style, and who left at least me with a wide grin and a feeling of elated happiness after her performance in the first round... became last. Apparently because she was over 30. What was the point of letting her compete at all, then? "Well let people who are +30 years old enter, but leave them last in the competition?" I find it rather cruel - everybody should have the same chances, regardless of age. If Irina ever does a recording of, say, Ligeti or Mozart or Bach, I'd buy it immediately.

In general I noticed how few people can play Mozart, Chopin and Bach well and in style. Most pianists had problems with all or some of them, with Chopin's Etudes being most commonly not so well-played. Even Zahharenkova's Chopin wasn't convincing to me.

It was interesting to hear pieces by less-known composers, many of them Finnish. I also heard Ligeti for the first time, previously I had thought his music was like Bach's, but boy was I wrong...

I also felt sympathy for some of the players - their career was dependent on a competition and they were nervous, and looked as if they would rather have been someplace else entirely. I myself regarded the event just as concerts, and in that sense I was very satisfied with the experience. But I don't think I'll ever be attending any competitions, if that's what's required of professional pianists I'd rather be a... lied pianist or an accompanist or something, and let the virtuosos handle the big concert halls. Ha, as if I'd ever get that far...

torstai 31. toukokuuta 2007

So it begins...

Cliché number one, the title. Cliché number two, what I'm about to write next.

If you've ever read a blog you know what people write as their first post.

It's either some kind of a vague: "Hi, here I am, Blogger is cool, I hope I'll be writing loads of stuff here" or "test" or... people telling how they haven't been able to keep a diary in the past but now want to start again.

And that's exactly how I'm going to start.

So, I've never kept a diary. Sure, I tried a few times in my childhood but didn't see the point in it eventually. A few years ago I managed to keep a Livejournal, it was like most Livejournals: angsty wailing. But unlike many it was entertaining and I liked writing it, and it was scary to notice how easily I could come up with stuff for it. True, back then I had no life - no, I can't betray my geek buddies and say something like that. I just had no real-life friends and I was going through a major upheaval in my life anyway, living on my own, that is.

But I thought it' be fun to chronicle the events of my life, but perhaps not everything, perhaps just some... interesting things.

Last night I had the urge to become a musician. Again. I've been studying technology for the past three years but it hasn't been very motivating and I've been taking piano lessons on the side as well. I just feel like I want to try to get into a conservatory, if I don't get there, too bad (I'll probably just try again) and if I do, good for me. Because I feel like I will waste my life if I can't, at least on some extent, focus at least somewhat seriously on music.

So this blog will be for myself, as a reference, to help me think about music and where I want to go with it (or to put it romantically, where I want music to take me!), and perhaps occasionally post some sound/video samples for the sake of posterity and later evaluation.

For you, the reader, I hope the experience will be interesting as well. Comments are enabled!